I’ve been a busy mom. Winter ended and I’ve been booting around with my son or dogs in tow.
I found a house and we bought it! I’m excited to finally have a house at 26, and its been quite a ride to get where I am.
Once we’re all settled in, its time to get Ronin into a home daycare (cause I want that) and then get my job at the hospital I had to turn down due to being pregnant.
Next few weeks, we’re getting a car and then we move into our new place may 1st!
Life is awesome and I’m so lucky to have all the greatest people in my life. Three years ago, it felt like my whole self was ripped apart, only to see now how much I’ve grown since then. There’s a lot of change and its amazing how I feel about myself. It really felt hopeless before. The glass used to be half empty, its definitely more than full now!
Biggest things in my life that changed me: Kingston, my awesome dog. He’s helped me conquer depression and anxiety and I no longer have either problems. Eric, who’s shown me what its like to not have a care in the world and that you’re better off being yourself. Ronin, who gave me so much, everything, that I know about myself now. Krista, my best friend who I’ve only recently realized has been there for me my whole life and I can safely say I have never ever had anyone I was so close to. My parents, for helping me understand how much you can look forward to life. And maddie, who taught me that resentment is a useless feeling and has now become another best friend despite the circumstances in which she entered my life.
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes it can feel like nothing will ever get better and then life throws you through a grinder and spits you back out a better person.
just had to state this somewhere before the love that I have caused my heart to crush itself.
Catching my son trying to get to maddie. Kid is going to be the most intimidating kid on the playground with his two buddies.